A letter from ANNIE MAGEE September 23rd, 2011.....

HELLO BECCA! (hehehehehe we're texting right now! ...as per norm!) Remember the summer list of year 11? We wrote on it that we'd send each other a future letter. here goes- Okayyyy sooo- I'm 17, you're 16 and a half... i'm just going to briefly update you on life: We've just had our first 3 weeks into year 12/ lower sixth. oliver has just started year7 and your bro and sis are going to uni! we're going to try to help Emma with her ED and depression through school. You're with Alex (for like 3 / 4 months now) , and i'm a single pringle because of this ginger ***** stringing out this build up for way more than it should be, jeeeeez. i wonder how much of this situation you're going to remember in the future? I wonder if you rememeber who i mean by the ginger *****.... his codenames are '*****', 'hammy', or 'hamster boy' if that helps. ok i think you will remember acc! :L Our other codenames for people are... cheese = Alex, bread = Tom. and kind of, cheesestring = JP. Though in truth we're pretty open about MOST of our convos now so we don't use codenames v much! Hmmmmm, we're also loving these websites which i found like, yesterday- www.operationbeautiful.com and www.emotionalbagcheck.com <3 OMG alex said the WORST thing at activity time today. We were sat in a big group, and me, you, al and tom were there and somehow it got to a convo where Alex went 'oh yeah i think that me and becca should go out and tom and annie should'. I went red like a fire engine. i nearly died it was just so embarrassing! :L and i did the awkward giggling too. cringe! Me and you are going to dye our hair next weekend. Becca, i really wanted to say thank you for being an incredible friend. Literally, i love you! And everything you've done for me- you're always there, I never feel like there are things I can't tell you or don't want to tell you, i would trust you with my life. You make me feel so much better in so many times and situations. Thank you! So, now i'm a bit stuck as to what to say. I really hope, i really really really really hope, that we've stuck together, best friends. I think I need you. Right now i need you anyway. I have not a fecking clue what i'd do without you. We have to stick together. :( Like, i mean i don't know how i'm going to manage in all the hard times- you're what helps me get through bad times with sam, if you werent there then i couldn't do it, i'd just break down. And that's only that!! Imagine worse situations.... like if we actually went out and broke up! :L LOL! i'd need ya then! But then, i know that it'll be you who's there when if my mum get's ill again and it's worse this time. How could i deal with that if you weren't there!? <3 you see right through me, you know me inside out!! It's cus 'we're basically the same person except we look different'. I love the philosophical and life-contemplating thinking we do, and the people-watching, and so far im loving our philosophy and ethics classes with meg and the pratico. our shared love of morality, thinking, quotes, happiness- no- contentness & joy. see, i love you and i love what you do for me & the confidence you give me and the smiles. It's that joy that's the best thing we have. And i can't imagine not having you! you're gonna be my bridesmaid. and i want you to like, know and love my husband and i'll know and love yours. :D ( but ovvy love in a different way harhar!) <3 and i want our children to meet and know each other and to agree on liking moral thinking & to love one another (or at least like ;D).. Our times are THE BEST EVAAAAR. like seriously the best :D I love us being bezzies with mr turner hehe. i love dancing with you- i loved SO much doing your duet choreography about miscarriage for GCSE. I love the parties, the dressing up, the drinking, the learning about ourselves and other people and learning about life and growing up, the chats we have, and the singing and the dancing, tumblr (!!), the mutual friends we have, our making of videos, listening to songs, crying our eyes out. i just love it all- growing up together has been so special. Awww man this was more emotional than i planned. SO, you'll be thirty, and i will just have turned 31 for when you get this. give me a call. if you don't have my number, FIND IT. contact my fam or friends to get it, talk to me on fb, msn, skype, i dunnooo tumblr, google+ if thats popular by then. whatevers there- get to me. (ofc this is only assuming that we've drifted. i bloody hope we haven't and i'll do whatever in my power not to!). If i've died (hey, you never can tell when it'll be!? **** happens!), then i wish you well, i really do wish you to continue to have an amazing life. Please Becca, STAY HAPPY. Make a change in the world, make a difference. You're so lucky- give to charity, go adopt a baby, you know- all that jazz. P.S, the picture attached is me holding up the collage you gave me for my 17th (you can't see it that well, but it'll do). it's lovely! oh dude- i think you've got the main points of this letter- i'm a fan of yours :D SEE YOU SOON MY LOVELY With lots of love from, Anna Ruth Magee (aka; Annie, Maglee, Mags, Angharad, Annie Craig, Moose) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx