Do something stupid

Dear Future Me, Happy birthday! Wow were 30! holy **** i don't like thinking about being old. You forgot about this didn't you? Of course you did, we forget everything. So by now in life you should have a doctors in something, science? No, did we give up on that and do something irresponsible like art? I hope not....oh no! Don't tell me we got married? HOLY ****! is he Asian? You better have not have had a child, adoptings fine. Were you abstinent? You better have been! :/ Or i disown YOU!!! but i suppose i can't......since I'm attached to you and all. Did you publish the books? Spiderfly..if you didn't go hit yourself in the head 5 times and scream in a pillow. Don't let anyone convince you its stupid, cuz its not. Have you been to japan? Are you still living in the US? If you find yourself in a house doing nothing and being borring, please proceed to carelessly spend your money on a trip to some rural place in japan. DO IT LOSER! got it? You best be fluent in Japanese by now. Did you give up on everything? Are you still me, or some stranger. It freaks me out to think of what you might be like. just remember, you need to be happy. I know you and sitting still and not doing anything of worth will drive you crazy. US CRAZY. So please take a year and go teach English in the middle of nowhere!! BE awesome okay? thanks I love you! sincerely ur 16 old self.