A letter from August 16th, 2011

Dear FutureMe, I've given it a lot of thought as to what I would say to myself weeks, months or perhaps years from now. One thing is for certain, thank god if you're reading this. By now you should be a mother of a handsome little boy, and although it's taking you awhile to be where you want to be in life, I have faith in you, you will get there I know it. Life is a constant battle of trying to remain true, and sane. Keep the biggest smile on your face alway. Don't lose yourself in the process. Don't get caught up in the negativity or bullshit others try to present you with. Don't focus on the one person that hates you, it would be like going to the park and setting your picnic next to the only dogshit pile there. Remember never kiss an ass if it's in the process of shitting on you. Take others in consideration, but regardless do what benefits you and that little boy in the long run. If heads have to roll for you to make it to the top then so be it. Love life shouldn't matter, who knows what your relationship has in store for you. It's always up to you or him to make it work. If you guys are together when you get this, then you're on the right track, if not then don't worry. Relationships are hard anyways and eventually you will find someone, but don't rush in to anything you have a baby to worry about. For the love of cheese, always remind yourself of the goals you're trying to obtain, don't lose focus, embrace your beauty, love like crazy. You will be ok in the long run. God loves us.