A letter from Jul 06, 2026

Happy Birthday to you! selamat 20 tahun, selamat merayakan pendewasaan. In case no one remember your day, here i am to remind you. Don't be sad ya, i know in that time you'll be stronger than ever, yeah i know my own self dong. Kali ini beda ya? many things has change...TAPI KITA UDAH 20 TAHUN LOH?? dulu kita selalu pura-pura udah 20 tahun supaya bisa bikin akun google, supaya ga diban di instagram, dan masih banyak lagi HAHAHA, and now we are really hit that age. wow? never imagine we're finally here. Di umur ini, aku berharap kita semakin baik, bagi diri sendiri dan orang sekitar. Please, be more gentle to your self ya, don't push anything too hard. If it is meant for you, never in a million years will it be for someone else. Even if the entire world conspires, they cannot withhold what Allah has destined for you. There's so many thing happened in our last teen years, we got so much lessons and that's not a thing we have to regret, okay? but one thing to remember is there were your friends who's not giving up on you. They made you smile again, they made you felt alive again, they cheered you, they made you get up and walking forward again, they made you remembered that you're more than enough, that you're loved. So, don't forget to thank them more, and thank Allah for brought them towards you. AND OHYUL. HAHAHA HE IS CAME FROM NOWHERE AND SUDDENLY MADE YOU FALLIN' LOVE LOH??? Kamu suka suaranya yang lembut waktu dia nyanyi dan lewat di fyp tiktok, terus kamu jadi suka kepribadian dia yang hangat, terus kamu jadi suka LNGSHOT dan nontonin setiap konten mereka, bahkan setiap saat hatimu merasa ga baik-baik aja, kamu langsung buka konten mereka untuk naikin mood. dan aku yakin sekarang kita pasti lebih cinta sama Ohyul<3, atau kita udah punya PC nya? Albumnya? atau popmart Hirono yang mirip Ohyul banget itu? Just so you remember, he is the reason why you can back love your self again, after all, literally. What happened to us not ended everything, we still have more reason to continue our journey. i bet you are happier right now? YAKAN??? did all of your panits already done? you must did a very great job, selamat yaa sudah menyelesaikan semua itu!!! jadi sekarang kita lagi sibuk apa?? a new panit? join MW jadi ga? atau kita sibuk sama lomba-lomba yang selalu pengen kita daftarin itu? atau kita masih sibuk ngejar ip 4 supaya ipk kita naik lagi?? apapun itu, aku yakin setiap keputusan akan semua hal yang kamu lakukan sekarang adalah yang terbaik, yang sudah kamu pikirkan matang-matang setiap cons and pros nya. “don’t regret anything, because it was exactly what you wanted at that moment”. because even though things still went “wrong”, they actually went right. because the path is yours. it was meant to be lived by you in this way. wondering how it could’ve been or what could’ve happened is ultimately useless, regret is useless. for all we ever did was try. and that’s enough. hey, kita udah laluin banyak hal kan? dan teman terbaik melewati itu semua adalah diri sendiri. People come and go, it's reality. All we can do just accepting, dan aku tau kita udah menerimanya dengan sangat ikhlas sekarang, iyakan? if ever some memorize still playing back in our head, just let it, just sit with what you feel, as usual as we did. Jadi kita bisa terbiasa dengan hal itu, again and again. huft, ternyata nulis beginian buat diri sendiri itu sedih banget loh, dan aku berharap kamu juga nangis waktu bacanya ya ^^. I wish nothing but loving our selves more than we ever did. just cry if you need it, do something you want, more quality time with friends and family, go to the place you never ever imagine, and do some more things in this age. kita bisa kok wujudin itu semua dengan usaha dan doa. OH IYA SATU LAGI! jangan pernah jauhin Allah ya, He is our helper in our weakest moments. semoga di usia ini kita semakin dekat kembali kejalan-Nya. Lebih rajin solat sunnahnya, lebih patuh solat wajibnya, ga lupa buat buka Kitab-Nya. Sooo, Happy 20th😍🤞 TODAY IS YOUR DAYY SOO KEEP GOING AND BE HAPPY YAAAA!!