A letter from Jun 28, 2026

Dear FutureMe, Happy Birthday! Hi, how's life so far? YOU JUST REACH 20??!! WOW. i know how far we've come but hey! how's your umra? i hope things go well... i dont know.. i know you're scared of the future since the doc said that you had SLE. yes, it's hard to believe but somehow i kinda feel happy with it ...? feels like my own body really validates my crazy thoughts about the life we live in lmao funny huh. but anyway, please love yourself, hun. forgive yourself and forgive them for not treating you well. you really don't deserve any of that, sayangku. i really want us to grow as a women with full of love. please live well, please stay strong.. whatever it is don't let the worst thoughts taking u. im sorry hun, im sorry for hating myself, i really shouldnt do that. sayangku, you really worth than any other things in this world. please, live a little longer ... <3