A letter from May 25, 2026

Dear FutureMe, Happiest Birthday, Lloyd! 💙 Today, you just turned 15 and I hope you know that your 14 years old self was proud of you for making it this far—do you still remember how you survived everyday? that you almost committed suicide everyday? I hope you are now living without the thought of taking your own life. Did you kept your promise that you will live without feeling anxious? or you are still fighting for your life to survive? I hope you are not :) kung nagbago ka man, kagaya ng gusto ko ngayon—proud ako sa’yo dahil nahihirapan ako ngayon magbago. at kung hindi ka man nagbago pero mas naging better pa sa kung sino ka ngayon (past) mas lalo akong proud sa’yo hehehe. Palagi kang huwag matakot na gumising araw-araw, mahalin mo ang sarili mo dahil ang mahalin mo ang sarili mo ay kasing dali nang paghinga ng sariwang hangin. 15 years old ka na! Maging matured ka na lalo, alam kong maaga kang namulat sa kung paano umiikot ang mundo kaya dapat alam mo na kung paano at saan ka lulugar (yung hindi ka naiinvalidate) Mahal kita, 14 years old Lloyd.