A letter from May 12, 2026

Dear FutureMe, Dear FutureMe, Haiiiiiiii twinn. How are u doing love? Im in 2026 12th May and yk what? Life is pretty **** rn. All i want is lowkey a glow up and amazing ppl as friends and just surrounding me. But anyways. It's alright. Im doing average physically. Mentally not that well but ok. Now. Special Hi to Haasini. WSGGG MACHAA. how are YOUUUU DOING IN DA FUTURE?? I hope ur well. And ik u had to read allat bullshi insecurity stuff but ehh teenagers what to do yk. Also u said today that u are in tricky and u went to bangalore for the first time. I hope ts brings back good memories to u. YAYAYAYY. And in ts letter yk, i wud be writing a Lotta shi, but its not only for me lah, it is also for u haasssss. AYAYAYAYAYY Anyways Joshna ******, hope u are doing muchh better. If u are lonely? Guess what? WE TWINNNNSSSSS YAY (even though we the same person + haas if ur reading ts) but thazz alr lmao. But genuinely, if u are feeling lonely, js lock in. Some days are inevitably good, some are the exact opposite. Neither can be changed for your personal sake. And alwayss remember, you are the only one who can control the way the things turn out for you. You literally cannot control what others do/think/say. And you dont need to. Because whether or not its good/bad those actions are what makes them, THEM. And your actions are what makes you, YOU. Plus, ********, you are LITERALLY A CHILD surrounded by other CHILDS (children) . Dont take small things too seriously, or expect *cOmPleX eMotIoNs* and all ****. Let loose and calm down kidd. "I dont chase I attract." "Imma ignore for the next few weeks" ********. Be normal da. ✌🏻 Some ppl dont care and it OBV is a waste of time to run behind that ****. But thats where you let go. Not do petty ****. But yeAaazzzz btw, in the past rn, i MIGHT ? Get braces? Idk not sure yet. U prolly know. And im getting a new ipad? Yh thats deffo happening. Yay. Maja. Anyways 10th 10th 10th exam. Everyone will say that. But you know, I know. We DONT CAREEEE TWINN. Js calm and chillax. And one more thing for haas, Yk right now, and before anol. I've seen some stuff that I wud never say to ur face ofc bcuz it will Harsh and sensitive. But in my opinion. We have been the silently competitive friends yk? In the worst way. I never liked it. I get the sense that u dont too. And I hope we can change it. See what I mean by that is, we always try to lowk outshine each other in the "friends or entertainment" kinda stuff. Sometimes u be tryna talk and I'll js talk over you and not let u be the main person talking js cz I wanna be that person, likewise, I have done my hella fair share of ***** that I am pretty sure wud have upsetted u. And genuinely know that im very sorry for it. But at the same time, some instances have also been quite sad for me too. Yk? Like i remember after CPS MUN. Me u, mrf, kkt anol were sitting in the car and then u asked to switch places w me bcuz we were laughing and chatting. And I get y u wud do that ofc. But in that moment, after i was like no, and u still came and sat. And afterwards when I went home and saw pictures of only the three of u in the car when I WAS there. Bruh. That **** had me womp womp abt our friendship for a while. And thats one thing, I've heard some stuff from others as well. And ofc I am not one to blame u. Since i have also been a **** friend. The point is, sometimes we both try to be like performative (MY OPINION, I DONT MEAN TO HURT U AT ALLL LOVEE), and maybe we should js live and chill. We are still so ******* young twin 💖🛐 And not to mention, Jones alwen and Sarvesh M. Usually we make fun of me. ME OFC. but. Now that I've had sooo much time to think about it. I have realised that while both of them are quite clingy and do **** in the name of " I did it for u". They do really care about us both in their ways. We really are good friends. All four of us. And sometimes. Caring and loving in quiet ways is powerful. But sometimes. Showing it ti that person is very very important. I just hope u know, that I have been trying hella hard to change and be someone who is worthy of all people around me and their love. To be genuine and kind enough to love and be loved. Ok enuf w the goofy ahh emotional ****. SKIBIDIDIDIDIDI SLAYYYY TWINS. Alr love ya so much Joshna ******* and haasini white ahh ****** baii baii 💖😜