A letter from May 09, 2026

Dear FutureMe, I wanted to see how you are doing ! I am currently thinking about how to navigate dating which a little weird coz I don't want to be interested, but kinda feel like it will help me grow as a person. I think I just fear judgement. Not really from anyone else, but more from myself. They say you are your own harshest critic and I just don't want to become male centred, I want to be me centred, but deeply about others. My self esteem is improving way more everyday, but I guess I just have to trust myself and not see things so black and white. I guess there is no perfect person or perfect time for anything, just time. I saw the film Amelié on Tuesday, and I think it's my new favourite film. I've been thinking about a quote the glass man said all week "your bones aren't made of glass, you can take life's knocks. If you let this chance go by, eventually your heart will become dry and brittle as my skeleton" and that's what I want to carry with me throughout my life.