PLEASE LOVE YOURSELF

Heyyy, how's life that side? Do you think I'd survive? Mhh, I hope it's not bad like this side. Im having a horrible life. You know I'm trying to be brave, for us. Im trying to hold on, but im on the edge. I don't know why I always have these feelings. I don't know why I always think I'm dumb, why can't I love myself, why can't I appreciate myself, why can't I see that I'm smart? I hope you do not relate, I pray you know that you are the smartest girl. I hope you hsve stopped comparing yourself with other people. I hope you appreciate your writings. And I hope you have learnt to love yourself because I cant/couldn't. Please forgive me for not being the best self. Forgive me for not appreciating your talents. Forgive for being a terrible person to share a body with. I'm sure you have published your essays, and letters to your pretty boys. The chances of you turning out to be worser than me are higher, but I will do all I can to change that. I hope you are— I love you pretty girl, I do. Byeeee, love you. And I hope we never meet.