A letter from May 02, 2026

Dear Future Usama, I hope you are doing well. today the date is 2 May 2026 3:15 Am. we just had discussion on having cigarettes with flat guys. i think i should not be around them. mtlab k km rhna chahye apny room mn he uthna bthna chahye. Alhamdulillah salary bh aa gai thi last month is month bhi aa he jaye gi inshAllah. dill mn hazar chzn hain . us sy move on bh nh hwa. namaz wghera prh rha hun jo dill k andr void tha wo bhi thora fill ho rha hy lkn jb tk idr hun move on krna mushkil hy. Neatherlands k liay bh abhi kuch pta nh chla Allah kry ga kuch din mn ho jaye ga abhi lean k bhi bury halat chl rhy hn. mjhy umeed hai yakin hy Allah kry ga inshAllah bhr ka kuch ho jaye ga inshAllah apply to krta rhta hun. Ya Allah ny kuch mzeed acha socha hga. mjhy aik bike leny ka bhi shoq hwa wa hai. but Allah kry bhr ka kuch ho jaye. abhi koi aur flat bhi dkhna hy. Allah kry koi achi jga mil jaye. Mil he jaye gi jsy Allah ny islamabad sy nikala tha idr sy bhi nikal he lain gy umair ny bhi university main apply krna hy us k liay bhi first semester ki fee ekthi krni hy. Allah kry ga inshAllah ho jaye ga kahein sy uski scholarship bhi ho jaye gi. baki emotionally i am doing better. i treat people as they treat me. i make no extra efforts. ghumny ki chull hti rhti hai bs. inshAllah jb ye tjhy letter mily ga to chzn InshALLah bht bhtr direction mn hongi Good bye. Usama 3:21 AM, 2 May 2026