Hoping everything gets better

Dear FutureMe, You're probably going to recieve this sometime in October which is quick, but all I ask for you is to be strong and persistent, no matter what everyone says. Im currently writing to you in my room in Merced and it'd be hella funny if you somehow read this letter in the same room ive written this in. I know how hard the past couple of months have been for you - university getting harder as the days go, your girlfirend Emily trying to end a relationship with you that you dont want, and your ongoing issues with your family. I want you to take this time to reflect on how life is going, especially since you almost out of university in 2 months. Im just so proud of how far you managed to progress in life - from being a closeted loser who would only spend days playing Geometry Dash and being terminally online on Discord, to someone who went out of their comfort zone in order to develop and sustain a social life with his peers. I want you to continue being the same person you were, and to look back at those days as a reason why you came this far in life and why you shouldn't give up and throw things out the window right now. I want you to know that you're worth more than what you were back in April 22, 2026. You just got off an interview for an internship that can change your life. All I want is for you to reflect on these times and how it made you grow stronger, as mom and dad didn't want to raise a son that was weak-minded and had no future whatsoever. How did summer go for you? How are things with your relationships and did things come back to how they were or is everything gone? How is life in general for you, especially since you have 2 more months until you get your diploma for Civil Engineering? What are you planning to do after university? These are things that I want you to keep in mind as these 6 months go by and im sorry if it feels quick, but right now you're not really in the right mindspace given that your girlfriend is trying to end things unaccordingly with you. I plan on going to church today, to repent my sins for the development of this evil spirit that caused all of my issues to come into fruition, to repent my sins for all I have done wrong, and to ask god for one more chance in everything - this relationship, school, and life in general. I hope that you continue to do the same and follow where his spirit leads you, as he always had your entire life. I don't give a flying F*** how low in life you are or how things are going with you, I just want you to remember that someone always has your back, whether its your friends, your family, or even god himself (I cannot mention his name in vain). I'll end this off here but I hope you keep going strong. Eat ***, smoke grass, and sled fast - danthemememan (if you remember who this kid is hopefully by then...) P.S I just fount out that you can reply to these emails and I most likely have this set to public cus why not lmao. It'd be hella funny if you happen to respond to this even though you really dont have to, but me in April would gladly appreciate it. Also remember to cancel the subscription you made to send this email, I don't want your dumbass to forget.