A letter from Apr 13, 2026

Dear FutureMe, Life has been tough yet I am trying to be tougher, my smile is tired of been fake, my heart beats in a haphazard way, sometimes, it is smooth, sometimes it has a rhythm, sometimes it's on a straight line but however, they have something in common, they never feel life, the beating dies before it lives but I am hoping by the time I would receive this, even if I don't have it together, I have a direction, even if it doesn't make sense yet, let it have meaning, even if it isn't bright, it should be breathing instead of living I hope I would be able to make you proud and I hope Allah's plan aligns with mine cause mine is the car and his own is the engine