A letter from Apr 09, 2026

Dear FutureMe, After we done fighting depression,we took another exam too fourter our study. We do get diagnosed with bipolar though. Not gonna lie kinda funny. Yeah, my family didn't care or aware about mental health. So what? I can handle my self I'm not a child anymore. It kinda suck at first but when you think about it, it's not that bad. I wanted to take diploma in Learning English as a second language. I still think about it. My family didn't seport my decision in this. I'm not good at teach they say. Honestly, at this point I'm is hopeless. I mean, my mom didn't know that I applied for the diploma. She really wants me to take a job. I'm a bit confused and frustrated with this situation. I mean what suppose I do when my own mum think I can't do the things that passionate with? I feel like I'm the wrong one here. I mean yeah I'm unworthy and blur all the time but this is my fist time alive. Who am I to not making a mistake? Bruh, this is stupid. I put all my thoughts on this...... I hope future me still didn't cry for stupid reasons again. I'm a cry baby. Not gonna lie, I'm so tired off living but when I'm thinking again it's kinda suck to end here when I have done all this thing in the fist place. Hey, trust me one day it's gonna be better. Okay? Never give up Dhia