A letter from Apr 05, 2026

Dear FutureMe, I feel like I kinda need to write you something, so you see the progress you make. You and your stupid bus babe broke up less then a month ago and everything is happening, he’s moving on with other girls, drinking, going out, and your being a stupid ***** and staying with him. You arent even together rn but you go round his, you make all the effort, you message first, you find ways to talk to him. I hope that when you get this and read this, that you’ve done better for yourself because I know that I deserve more and I hope future me is giving myself a better self because right now, I’m a mess, you need to let go. Please, if you haven’t moved on already, Future me please move on from him. He didn’t love you the way you needed, you begged him to love you, you put in all the effort, and yes he was good with ****** stuff, yes he made the bed and massaged your feet, yes he played games with you but what else? Did he get you flowers just because? Did he get you gifts on special occasions and make you feel special? Did he listen to you and understand who you were? Did he apologise to you? Did he own up to his mistakes? Did he or did he not make you feel like you were going insane? Did he love you the way you needed, or did he love you the way he needed? Future me, he didn’t love you the way you need and I hope that in the future, I have let go and I have moved on because you need to. I mean, he couldn’t even get you flowers on valentines or your one year anniversary whilst you cooked a whole 3 course dinner that cost around £100, made him a letter, got him his fav drinks and snacks with your savings, and he just took it for granted. He’s a good man, I think, just not a good man for you. The only reason you lasted that long, is because you wanted it to and you believed that you could change him. Guys can’t change, especially if they don’t love you the way you are. I wish that I could send this to my past self a day after he broke up with me but I guess future me will see this instead but I hope that when I read this, i become happy with how far I come. I really hope that in the future, you lose the weight, you move on, you get a better job then what you have now but more importantly, I hope that we love ourselves and that we go out more. I really hope that we are happy when I read this and if we aren’t, it’s fine but please use this as a motivation and that you have low points and the only way to get better, is to make yourself get better. I love me, but I hope that future me truly loves me.