A letter from Apr 04, 2026

Dear FutureMe, Today is April 4 2026 and today I am going to the hostel Again but previous night I faced a lot of discouragements from my dad from the aspects I have been doing lately and it's related to trading about the loss I got in the last days of Ramzan thinking that if I made a bit of profit may be it will help my dad abit but the trade goes South and I ended up being a loser but the thing is I didn't ask for that money which I put into trading from dad I hardly managed to collect 10000 from the allowances I get every month and didn't tell anyone that I have that money but I am now cursing myself for the thing I shouldn't have to do and that thing is I shouldn't told my dad about anything which I suffer, from which I goes through my struggles and everything which is negative I cannot even share these things with my dad it's nostalgic aren't it is but it's a fact that even your parents can't hear your failures or losses they always want to listen your success and want to be the part of it not to be the part of your struggles then what makes the difference between parents and other folks around us.... I think the main difference is parents supports us but the other peoples , friends , neighbors, relatives each and every one just want to listen not to be the part of anything from which you are going through parents supports you just in a way you can say a temporarily they just do it thinking in a way that after that you will be able to walk your path with your own but the fun fact is the the childrens have something else in there mind they are thinking that they will support them in there whole life at least that much that there parents loves them and they will be with them always ahhh I think the topics is going south again there are so many things I wanna tell but I cannot in just one message but dear me remember this don't even tell anything related to your success or loss to your parents until they want to listen and I guess they will never want to listen your failures they just want to listen your successes and that's all Soo my dear Mohsin from now on always hide everything from your parents at least your losses and praise those who are still standing with you after listening about your failures may be these are angles send directly from Allah to you so you can stay strong it can be in the form of your wife, sister, brother, friends , may be even your mom but she is the broken soul distent to always support your father because she doesn't have any other choices but some are different they can stand by herself even if there husbands does not support they will always support there sons well future Mohsin I am warning you not to tell anything about your failures to any one I know why you wanna tell your failures to others because you want them to the witnesses about your success which you will get in future inshallah but please believe me no one wants to listen this **** no one it even your parents my broooooooo so stand by your own self and stay strong the success is not near by don't loss hope brother and please from now on try to warn every single future self of me so they can learn from there own mistake okie bro 👌 I am the only person with you and there is no body who is going to stand with you learn to fight your own wars that's how you will be going to get strong it's the Only *********** wayy