A letter from Nov 27, 2025

Dear Micah, This year is kinda have so different air its like I am walking in a very different path but I still being strong to be able na makaya and lahat. So ngayon I feel like love is not really for now kasi I don't feel anything just loneliness. Im not missing someone its a part of me that I miss always and it hunts me and its my highschool slef the child free and innocent me that always gives smiling faces to the other people . I miss the simplicity of life the dusty room, the cold breeze of air and the genuine laugh of my classmates. I miss walking with then pag uuwi na galing sa school and the way the sunlight rays the surrounding its like a very vivid dream and I miss it. How I hate change and love it at the same time. Can I just be back from those days please. I miss the feeling that I am not a visitor at my parents house since I feel like parang sila tita mechel or tita looy na ako ehh na excited pag may uuwi sa bahay and I also feel sad of the feeling that I am leaving them. So did you know the plot twist boning and tagui finally found their other half tapos ako hahaha buhi2x lang and role as life. Kaya napapisip ako na like when ba lord but I don't want to pressure Gods plans to me but I hope before I am meeting my man I must already fulfill the things that I want to experience in my life. Ngayon na 3rd na ako I feel kinda pressured in my life after graduate kasi for them then gave me suggestions of my future plans but in my eyes and heart I am just facing a blank wall and I don't visualize anything and that's definitely the day where the true life begins. Ngayon I just open a savings account in BDO and tapos ngayon kumusta na and savings account mo?? may laman naba kasi ngayon 100 palang young laman into. If you're asking about crushes mmm parang wala na akong crush sa room since I focus my self in acads and friends then life. Ngayon lovelife era na ni ibon tas princess and I am hoping lord na protect ibon from the pedophile nga lalaki and as for princess . Just good luck in you're life and enjoy that with limits. As for me I slowly building the plans that we want to in our lives please always fight just like how we fighg back in 2nd year second sem. the guilt is deefiently saddeining but lets fight it and make all things work. Since everything happens for a reason and I forgive her as much as I forgive myself. I always be here for you. I am might not be you in that future but I am always a part of you the version that will be a piece of you're growth in the future. SO may ka talking stage ako taga bicol tapos parang si jepoy HAHAH tapos yung taga taiwan din and I'm proud of him since marunong na siyang mag english . ILOVE YOU BABE ALWAYS AND FOREVER MWAHH