A letter from Mar 30, 2026

Dear FutureMe, Dear FutureMe, Im writing this letter behind the monitors(control freaks) backs. Im only supposed to use the computer for studying but **** em´. Rules are made to be broken anyways. Hi hello hey, its your 14 year old self, you lucky ***** already out of here and free. Or not if we commited a horrible crime and currently in jail but highly doubt it. I found out today Jade used to cut herself, she said she stopped but i dont know what to believe. I cant believe i never noticed. I hope she is doing great in your time, shes 19 there wow. And were 21. God were old. You know cause you experienced it yourself on how horribe this place is and how im currently at the most horrible point in our life. I know things can get a lot worse than this but at 14 and this young and barely experienced life yet, no one at this age should experience such a thing. No matter what age actually. Im pretty sure that we won against Cris, theres no way in hell we didnt. or wont in my case anyways. Well i hope you dont feel like you wasted your teen years, or feel sad about the things we didnt do or things we did do. Like mistakes for example, but thats part of life right? you make mistakes and as bad as it feels when you make them, you always learn something from them. I know were going to meet so many people, making mistakes, big decisions (college for ex. makes me shiver just thinking about it) Happy 21st birthday dear me. GOD YOURE OLD. haha, please dont drink yourself to *****. Im not good at writing letters at all, but i hope you are happy, and like i always say in my letters even if youre not, things will always get better. I mean look at you now, remember at 14 we were at a point where we didnt even feel like living anymore, but look at you! Alive and thriving! Im so proud of you. I still dont know currently what to take for college, 10th grade, or what profession what i wanna do but you probably know already, and even if you dont remember youre still really young (even though i said youre god**** old earlier) and you have all the time to figure it all out. It doesnt have to be now. If you have aboyfriend he better look like thor from marvel. Anyways i hope youre happy and doing good, please tell everybody i said hi lol. HAPPY BIRTHDAY