A letter from Mar 25, 2026

Dear FutureMe, Hi Me from the future, Currently im in my native country. I finished college last year and havnt gotten a job yet. Its so hard to get a job as a fresher with a bachelors degree. There is a war happening where we live rn and came to our native country to take a break from hearing the noises of the bombs for 2 weeks. Yes Im scared when i hear the missiles but we r safe for now. Never though i would experience something like this. Everything is so uncertain in my life rn. I dont know if ill ever go back home to where i was born or if i will ever get a job and earn and whether im capable enough to get through interviews and to fulfill my dream of haveing a fun 20s life. i want a job so bad and the job im trying to get rn is not what i want i think. I'm still going for it cause i want a job and to earn some money so that i can make decisions for myself with my own money. I also dont want to go to the place where i might get the job cause i dont know anyone there and im very bad at making friends nd talking to people and being funny. There is a lot i want to do.. i want to go for a concert.. and enjoy my 20s.. i dont trust anyone and i feel like im just doing what everyone else wants me to do. So thats y i wanna earn and be independent.. even though i am scared to get out of my comfort zone and stay away from family. I hope by the time i get this mail.. im in a more happier and independent phase of my life and have friends whom i can trust and talk freely to without overthinking about whether or not if people do care about me or worrying about if im funny enough or valuable enough for people to hang around me and stay in contact with me. I also need to go to therapy to get a lot of feelings sorted and to figure out where i lack and what i can do better. I also wish to go to gym more often and eat better and have a routine. I also hope im not overwhelmed or stuck or feel embarassed to step outside and feel safe enough to go out alone . How is life rn for u? What job do u have? Are u earning? Do u have an idea of what u want in the future? Do u have friends of ur own that u trust? Are u happy?