A letter from Mar 15, 2026

Dear FutureMe, Right now, I'm feeling anxious. The thought of never being able to achieve my dreams is triggering me. I hope, I just really hope that next year, this day, I'll be just sitting with the knowledge that I made my dreams come true. I hope that I'll have admission letter from top universities. I hope that my parents will be fully supporting my choices. I hope that I'll have become a good teacher, I'll have become a good daughter, a friend, a student, a good person. I also hope that I'll have found the courage to convert into hijab. Right now, I know that in the following year, most important life choices will have been made. I just hope that I'll have made only right ones. FutureMe, I know that you have tried with all your might to get a better life. No matter which dreams you have achieved and which dreams not, I'm proud of you. Because I know that Allah is always with me and he'll never let you have a bad life. I'm proud of you, love. I'm so so so proud of you. ❤️ With love, Your past self.