A letter from Feb 21, 2026

Dear FutureMe, I've done this in 2024, and 2025 now. I remember receiving the last one I'd written on Feb 13, 2025. And I laughed out loud for a minute. I did not make myself proud. Neither did I get over who I thought I would've. If anything, I just repeated the same mistakes; twice as catastrophic, thrice as dumb. I'd referenced Mortimer's new roads..."What if we are the very reason we're not free" So this time, 6 months only, and making this public...maybe I do need a reminder and a public (not-so) flogging for my own sake. This time, I'm typing this with one good eye, the other has corneal edema? (Dr's fault btw...) My ma just called and referenced my eye as hopeless? Among the few times I like my dad better...ever the hopeless romantic, but hopeful he stays. Just recently broke up with Her again...sixth or 7th time now? Getting boring to be honest...she however did call herself my emotional saviour, said she wronged me so bad (past, future, i dont know) but couldn't tell me just how she did and that she never would, she was saving me from soo much paaaain... Well, let the Lass fall on her sword, better for everyone this way. This time, I don't have exceptional expectations for myself. I have seen just how susceptible I am to my emotions, to repetition, and to mistakes. As you read this, I really hope you're about to pack your bags and leave the country for that GT part 2. I pray that your eye's less swollen, less hazier too. I pray that this clarity also spreads to your 3rd eye, and that your soul sees clearer. I hope you smile a lot broader, and that you do it by yourself. I pray you find the peace you didn't even know you were looking for. PS: Did arsenal win the league?