A letter from Feb 21, 2026

hey dude, things are feeling a lil rough right now I can’t lie. we got this we do. it’s just become of a challenge. got fibro diagnosis on tuesday. has it gone away or can we agree we’re not an imposter? I hope it doesn’t get worse. works interested, nisa about to move over to coop and you may be heading it up. hopefully extra p but gonna be stress, i’m already stressed and it’s not even started yet. we’re gonna roll with it and see what happens but I’m already close to my limit and that’s gonna be more so make sure you’re evaluating where you are and whether it’s right. just feeling pretty defective rn, bladder, ibs, autism, adhd, fibromyalgia, lung pain (stopped vaping?), gross mouth, **** doesn’t work very well idk its just a lot, feels like it was already difficult to manage myself but when I start with fibro stuff and then try sort ibs how we gonna manage that. just a bit scared and a bit lonely, I need to talk to someone about it and just get it out. with a girl? fat, skinny (you)? money saved? still with harry? made any new friends worth reflecting on? dad any better? how was scotland? did you go kosovo? gonna send this on nye so look man I know it might be tough right now but you got this. more telling myself that than you but it applies either way, I just hope you don’t see it as tough you know. love you g, happy new year, if you’re upset just have a lil think how far you’ve come, the obstacles we’ve overcome and the person we are now as a result of it. remove all the year bits i’m gonna send it on a random day ahahaha cba to delete it so I hope you are having fun at camp out, enjoy the rest of it and chat to some vegan girls!! (even if it’s scary, you are handsome just be nice) stay safe x