A letter from Feb 20, 2026

Dear FutureMe, im in my homeroom class rn abt to slap the breaks of this girl because i just found out sum crazy information and she sittin in my face laughing and lying like i wont drag her put her seat pull her in the hallway and make her eat a desk im tryna chill cz im not ina mood but atp im only here to help her heal from depression i alr feel unwanted and unloved so when she good im gone i cant keep sitting here waiting for someone to treat me right begging for someone to love me or acknowledge me or to respect me im better then that she dont love me and she dont talk good abt me so why am i still here she dont even like my gender so im real life over it i got to know my worth and know that i deserve someone better because this bs im puttin up with now is nothing i want in my future i got to put me first and puttin me first means putting her in the past hopefully i gain the strength to let her go and to fully heal without so much pan but i rather be single and hurt because of a loss then be in limbo with a confused soul i gotta heal for me and for God and this aint the way to go i got to do better i got to push myself and apply discipline to my every move i got to get away. dear future me i pray that youre healed and your doing better and you found better sincerely past you i love you guh.