A letter from the past |

Hi Kenny, I pray that you completed your pilgrimage successfully . As I write this I have concerns about being able to carry it out April 15 to May 28. It is big. It is Huge life undertaking, and I worry that I will pull the plug again. I fear being lost, tired, over charged, lonely, ………. Why am I doing this? I feel that I need to prove something to myself and to my Spirit. Mostly I fear failure. I assume that I will get to Madrid and magically be able to overcome my fears and limitations. This while I sit in an airport waiting 3 more hours thinking how tired I am just doing a short domestic trip. I want to be proud of myself. I want to work with the different parts of myself to come together to do big things. My life is wrapping up. I am an age that everyday becomes less a certainty and more of a hope. I don’t want to die with this unfinished. Who really knows why the Camino gets into blood of certain individuals. It is in mine. I will continue to train, research, and pray to give you the best possible chance of success. Buen Camino brother. Kenny