A letter from Feb 11, 2026

Hey future me, by the time you get this email, you will be 14 or 15, about to drive. I hope you’re doing well. I hope you have good grades, nd you’re still doing gymnastics by this time. I hope you’re still writing poems and being yourself right now. I’m not the best. It is currently 2026 February 11th while I’m writing this. Just turned 13, soon to be 14 right now. I don’t really know if this is the worst time of my life; I don’t think it is. Bryce‘s dad has passed away recently, and my mom might be sick. I’m doing online school now for eighth grade, and I’m planning on going to Smokey. I hope you’re happy, and I already said that, but I do wish you well. I hope you found someone who loves you as much as Connor loved you. I haven’t talk to Connor talked long time, and Connor was a good guy, but I knew we didn’t really like him the way he liked us. If you don’t remember Connor, we met him on a cruise one time and we kind of just bonded, but he liked me in a way I didn’t like him. I thought of him as like a brother which I’m not, the type of person to Friendzone people, but I genuinely treated him as my brother, and he thought we were more than that. Basically he also lived in Colorado and we hung out once before I said I couldn’t hang out with him, knowing what he thought of me. Right now, my dream is to go to Barcelona for college and I hope we are set on that. I’m still working on my Spanish. Right now I’m single. I’ve been single for. I want to say eight months which might be the longest time I’ve ever been single and I’m planning to stay single for the rest of eighth grade. My last relationship was with Hunter. Sometimes I still miss him, but I know if he doesn’t feel the same way, so I’m just kinda trying to pass the feelings away from me. Recently, I’ve been very alone, which I know it’s kind of my fault because I’m the one who chose to do online school but it’s still sad. One good thing now is I got Second on bars with a 9.25 and fifth on beam with an 8.775. I did really badly on floor. I got an 8.125. That’s like one of the worst things ever, but I didn’t place on vault. I got an 8.5, which definitely is not my best. I do have a meet this weekend, though, and I have to wake up at 7:35 in the morning, and I have to go to DU which I’m excited for, but I’m kind of nervous. I really hope I do well. I think I should definitely work on my floor, but I made it to the state already. I had an all-around score of 34.68. I’m pretty sure. I think I should definitely work more on floor, and my goal for this week is to get at least an 8.5 over on everything, and I kind of hope to get a 9.5 on bars because it’s my strong suit, and I really wish to get first on bars. I really hope we finally got our Giants down by high school season cause bars are one of my favorite events. I hope we are also doing tsuks on vault and we finally get the confidence to work on fulls on floor and on off beam. If we’re not doing Gymnastics anymore, I am going to time-travel through the future and force you to keep doing it. And if we tear ACL like everyone’s wishing us too, which I will say more about in a second, but after we are healed, we are going back to Gymnastics. We do not care what Mom says. As long as we are happy, that’s really all that matters. But as I was saying earlier, some people wished for me to tear my ACL and that I’m a horrible gymnast, I was hurt. Obviously, I didn’t let that stop me though I love Gymnastics and I don’t care if anyone tells me I’m a bad gymnast or anything because the thing is the people who said that was Reagan which she isn’t a bad gymnast, but I placed more than her and I don’t mean that in a mean way, but I kinda do. I hope everyone is still doing Gymnastics especially Michaela, and yeah, I don’t really know what else to say except that I love you, I hope you’re doing a lot better than how I feel right now and you’re still taking your meds. Oh, I am also talking to Danika again if you don’t remember what happened Danika told me that Jaidan was gonna ask her out and I told her that she should say no and then I gave her so many reasons and basically she screenshot of me saying "you shouldn’t be Jaidan because this that whatever” and she sent it to him and she lost my trust a lot but I miss her and I texted her saying that a miss her in the middle of the night a few days ago and she responded saying she misses me to but I broke her trust but it can be rebuilt but now she’s not responding which I kind of think Josh (her dad) took her phone for texting in the middle of the night but yeah. Bryce invited me for a Galentine’s this week, and I’m so excited she has new friends from Liberty and can’t wait to meet them I know she won’t replace me, I hope, and I’m really happy for her making new friends at a new school because Laredo was mean to her and I hope she’s doing a lot better now. She has been dancing a lot more lately, and I’m so proud of her. She’s such a great dancer, actor, singer, everything she is like my best friend. No, she is my best friend. I love her so much and I hope we are still friends by this time, even though we may not go to the same school because she is super smart, and I’m so jealous of her but I’m proud of her too. I love her. Eva and I have been closer since last year, when we met at Mylah's birthday party, and we have become pretty good friends, and Eva, Mylah, and I like a trio. I’m jealous of both of them for very different reasons, but I don’t let jealousy take over me I’m trying my best to keep being happy around them. They are both amazing singers, and they’re super pretty, and I love them. They’re really kind, and they seem like true friends. I will be really, really sad if we can’t be friends anymore which I hope will never happen. I hope by the time you get this, you guys are graduating together. Well, that’s all I’m gonna say that’s all I really can say, but in the future I hope we are doing wonderful things and we are happier and loved. Bye!💖