A letter from Jan 24, 2026

Hi, Am I too mean? Am I asking for too much? Ilang beses na namin napag awayan ni P regarding how I don’t like him spending time with her pero wala namang nagbago. Rason niya is because they have common set of friends. Ilang beses na rin naming pinag awayan yung request ko sa kanya na iupdate ako kung pasaan sya pero palagi na lang nakalimutan niya ung rason niya. I think what I feel is valid. I’m angry because it would take less than 10 seconds to inform me what he’ll do or who he’ll go with. Kahit nga photo lang isend niya sakin at least I know. Pero palagi na lang nakalimutan niya and now prang ako pa mali for voicing out what I needed from him again. FYI we have this issue since we started LDR since 2024. Atm, I blocked him. Sinabi ko na rin sa kanya how I regret marrying him and gusto ko makipaghiwalay. Kahit pa sabihin niyang di siya bibitaw, I don’t really care na. Do what he wants. He need more than words to prove he’s ready to be a husband, my husband. I’m tired of this “away” every time. Magsosorry sya tapos uulit uli. Di na to simpleng tampo eh, galit ako for he always neglects me. Somehow ganun din siguro ako sa kanya. Ayoko na. Ayoko ng ganitong relasyon. Kakapagod. Pag-layover ko sa Qatar, isasaoli ko ung engagement ring. I’ll keep my wedding ring cos I paid for it. Sa kanya na yung 2k€ na utang niya sa buong kasal namin (yes, gastos ko lahat un). My loss for my wrong decisions. I shouldn’t have married him. I should’ve known better. I give up. Ayoko na sa relasyon na to.