A letter from Jan 20, 2026

Dear FutureMe, Hi this is you in past , you are loved and brought up with any scarcity of anything you are getting everything you want. But you are still unhappy , don't be ungrateful. Do you know that you even once had sucidal thoughts, thoughts of dieing , ******* yourself, why ?? You tell be , from my vision everything is nice , beautiful close to perfect. But I don't want you to be sad or feel sorrow it's just that in trying to be perfect , being a good girl I forget to be me , not necessary doing cool stuff but also thing I like . Now from where I stand you are good in being average . But I hope you have come pass over that. Everyone has just expectation from you to be excellent in everything. But I just hope you are trying to do what you like . Do not worry you are beautiful in my eyes , yes I am talking about it only. Just don't loose hope if you are through a hard time . I mean you have survived this phase of being 15 yes old . And I just want you to say one more thing it's okay to lie as long as it does not harm others and just like that it's not okay to do stuff if it harms you in any way . You are you a fragile little piece you break but you have to be okay because you only live once die once choose wisely . You are one whose voices turn into scream . Just don't lose yourself. Love yourself. Make good friends .