A letter from Jan 09, 2026

Hello jo, happy happy birthday hoping you enjoy your day, spend your time with family and friends. I don’t know if we’ll be together on that day, but I hope so. Even though our situation has become complicated at the moment, I want you to know that I’m always supporting you from afar as you slowly reach the dreams we once talked about. I'm wishing you all the best, my boy. Siguro it will serve as a long last message ko na rin for u since kinikeep ko lahat ng gusto kong sabihin sayo sa notes ko nalang cuz I don't wanna bother you. Nakakamiss rin pala kaartehan mo noh? Your clinginess, your sweet side and specially YOUR SMILE. The first time I saw you smiling sobrang naatrract talaga ako cuz I know how genuine it is and until now that I'm wring this naaalala ko yung ngiti mo, sounds cringe yup, but it is what it is🤷. God knows how I badly want this to work, but because of that one reason hindi ko talaga kaya pa, sobrang imposibleng maniwala ka at lalo na ako pero, I want you to be my last. Sobrang unbelievable kasi one month lang naman tayo nag usap pero mas gusto ko mag commit sayo kesa sa nakasama ko ng halos isang taon, hindi ko alam kung totoo ba lahat ng sinabi mo pero everytime na nag kikwento ka lalo na pag tinitignan kita ram*** ko yung sincerity ng mga sinasabi mo at kung pano mo kinaaayawan yung mga cheater (well in fact I became one of them) but I know in myself na hindi ko gagawin yun kung maayos naman yung partner ko at ram*** kong gets mo yun kasi everytime na pinupush kita may depensa ka talaga na parang ready ka parin mag take ng risk kahit paulit ulit kong sinasabi na ganun ako sa mga past ko. As of the moment ikaw parin hinahanap ko kahit kung sino sino na nakakabond ko. "Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you" atake ko lagi, nagguilt ako pag may kasama ako kasi feel ko I'm cheating on you, e di naman tayo, tngina bat ba ganon. Anywayssss, nakausap kita ngayon jo. I'm asking for your email dahil isisend ko to, yung lamig ng panahon kasing lamig ng reply mo sobrang nacoconfuse ako cuz why are u acting like that pero gusto mong ichat kita, kasi nag notes ako na mag rereach out ako pag nag notes ka ng song ni arthur sana naaalala mo pa yan pag nabasa mo to or pwede ka naman mag backread if last chat na talaga natin yung about sa email if dimo didelete convo haha, sakit mo beh. Gets ko naman na sobra kang nasaktan sa nangyare and I'm accepting those kind of treatment cuz it's my fault but still masakit parin yon syempre. I really miss you jo, I wanna feel your hug again. Kung sana lang nakilala kita sa panahong okay na okay ako, yung di ako fresh from break up at dipa bumalik lahat ng trust issue ko. MAY OUR PATH CROSS AGAIN. Idk kung sa time na mababasa mo to you already have someone new, but always know that I'm happy for you and for the both of you😊. Just know that at least at once we've met and created a beautiful memories. No more dramas hahaha. Happy birthday again jo. I love you too. From: Jo (Sana naaalala mo pako.)