A letter from Jan 07, 2026

Dear FutureMe, I'm still not good at talking about myself—at least, without making it awkward but I'll try my best. I hope I learned more about mysemf and my needs, *cough* looking at that people pleasing trait *cough* who said that?? Anyway, my life is kind of great until now, maybe not that much with family but my I've never been more social than this year. Perhaps I'll actually grow some balls and make more friends, (please oh god I can't fathom the loneliness). PLEASE TELL ME I ******* FINALLY GOT DIAGNOSED WITH ADHD. hum-hum, I still am awkward I guess... I wanted to wish for your well being, maybe you finally got to leave the country and do your studies abroad. About studies! Did you convince your parents to stop with the medical school pressure? Oooooh I ******* hope you went architecture because I know you love it and how your memory sucks too much to go biology research. Did you get a partner by the way? Did Z ask you out? I just HAVE the feeling he has a crush on you. No, I swear to sweet heaven his attitude is too suspicious to not be that. D you reject him? Are you still aroace? Are YOU OKAY? Wow, it is really better to talk to future me with the second person pronoun to better... uh dissociate? I now I'll have a lot of things to add to this letter when I send it but it sort of represent my mental thinking process right now so to sum up everything: No like seriously, a year can change everything and I sincerely hope for the best for you, may your life be better and many opportunities find you. ___M, from one year earlier :D