A letter from Jan 04, 2026

dear future mel, this is the third letter i’m writing to you on our birthday. and based on what everyone says, this is during our spm trial. i just wanna know, how are things going? i’m seeing a bunch of our batchmates already preparing for spm. and i also wanna do the same thing, but math. math is kinda what stopping me. y’know how quick i am to give up when it comes to math. tbh i just hope we would get a different teacher for math this year. but i also don’t want cg noraliza to not be our homeroom teacher anymore, yk? all this might sound dumb when you receive this letter, especially on your birthday, the day that should be called for celebration—but was replaced by stress and agony and suffering. this letter is also really messy. i’m sorry. just wanted to let this out of my chest. but another thing i wanna ask, do you think we could really do good and excel in spm? idk. probably not lol pape pon, happy 17th birthday and take care. regards, mel from the past.