A letter from Dec 31, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Hello:) i hope you're doing well jandi! I love you so much. This january uhm, you have a bad FIRST DAY and i hope 2027 is your year eme how are you? Are you okay? Itsokay to start over. Always i will write 3 letters so if you feel you'd like to die you can always read this 3 letters. Now, it's okay to start over when everything is not doing well don't ever ever beg or be a people pleaser okay? This me feels so empty and soo blank it felt something wrong. May kulang talaga. So you’re assigned to find that empty. know it. Okay? You don't need a man to survive because in the end of the day you and yourself will be always to stay. It's okay to walk alone. No ONE CARES okay? It's okay to put your headset on no one will judge you because in the end of the day the persons you past and have a same transportation with you have a problems like you do. It's just every person you past have a different problems. So why do they judge right? It's okay to take a risk without your friends to stay with you. Your mistakes is, you never listen to yourself. you kept that problem with you because no one will listen to it. But GOD will always listen. Please pray and trust him no matter what. If you're taking a risk he's always there to guide you and put you to the right side. Speak your problems with god. It'll make things even smoother and not heavy. It feels like natanggalan ka ng tinik kasi nakikinig sya. HE LISTENS okay? Nakikinig sya. Bawat problema mo sabihin mo kay lord at wag kang matakot. Pursue what your heart wants take that risk go with that thing and be yourself no matter what. "And that's what it hit me, it was never about tone deaf tammy. It was always just, abot me. I was looking for answers in somebody else but, i had all the answers." YOU JUST NEED TO STOP BEING SO GOD DAMM SCARED, scared of who you really was jandi. Wants you did that. It felt so free. And with that, you can be finally free and be yourself all you want. I hope you're doing well and continue pursuing your dream you're always be a sunshine and don't be martir when it comes to love. Don't put all youself of that. I love you okay?