A letter from Dec 31, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Today is one day away from a new year and this year has has been bitter sweet, i got married, we moved to a new country, started a new degree and i gave birth to a beautiful girl . Its been a year full of new experiences and im so grateful to God for keeping us me and my little family. This year has been the toughest year in my life , i had depression and financial problems throughout the year, the greater part of the year i was crying so much and most times i didnt even know how to cope and this year i also went to therapy but unfortunately it didnt help in anyway, i then started feeling numb and this caused so much pressure on my marriage to the extent that i would thing its just me and my daughter in this life, i learnt to be humble (still learning), i learnt patience and long suffering. today the 30th of December things are so tough , we are in so much debt, we have an eviction notice, i have postpartum depression, school feees not paid, rent unpaid, im picking up clothes and jackets from the garbage even underwear and today we literally had our last meal and we dont know where tommorrow's dinner is going to come from but guess what God is very faithful because His word says do not worry about tomorrow because The Lord shall provide and im confident next year this time we are going to be debt free, financially independent and happy in our home, the joy of The Lord will sustain us and we only look unto Jesus. I have tears in my eyes as im writting this letter but i shall come back with a testimony because God is faithful. youve got this baby girl