A letter from Dec 29, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Hello future me it's been days that I still remember every bit of him. I don't know how things was so fast. Everything happens so easily, he lost every love he gave me, he doesn't choose me anymore. I just feel so sad and heartbroken right now. I tried everything I could tho that tell myself I'll be okay, I'll be alright but as days goes by it ache more, it hurts more. I always yearn for him, I always prays and look for him I just don't know how will I survived this. Ya Allah, Ya Rab help me with this feelings, ease and calms me down and give me patience in everything I have for this man. Let me let go and move on and look after what's best for me. I gave my all in that man to the point I rely on him. I make him my world but all he did was to try his best. I'm all heart broken and confused of how this things work out. Ya Allah help me and myself recover from this pain and help me heal with you beside me Ya Allah. Keep me push through to be better. Keep me happy and alive. 😞