A letter from Dec 25, 2025

Dear FutureMe, How are you, it’s been one **** year. Has pappa recovered from his cancer? Did you figure out what to do with the situation with him? Did you end up dating him or did it cause problems? How are the A levels? did you pass your AS level exams? Most of all, are you happy? Cuz rn i’ll be honest, i don’t think i’ve felt true happiness or peace in one hell of a while. I’m so tired all the time and the stress is overtaking me. Please tell me you at least know who you are and know what you want. Hopefully you don’t feel lost anymore. Everyday i struggle to remain here and i feel hopeless more and more i just wanna run away from everything and be alone. I hope life is good and i hope everyone is good. For the sake of me i really pray everything is better than it is now cuz if it doesn’t get better, i doubt i’ll be reading this message next year. i’ll see you soon.