A letter from Dec 22, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Well there has always been this one boy who I always think about and how he treated me. Ol we met when he didn’t have much money and was in and out of work but we fell in love. I got too scared and messed it up. A lot of times I let him down. He was so kind to me cooking for me and saying he would make space for me talking about a house and the future. Ol looked after me when I was feeling down and didn’t know how to cope with all the pain I was feeling. He was my safe space for a while where I could forget everything that was going on. I miss him so much and the *** was so good but it was never just the *** with him we really connected and he would even do things like brush my hair for me and cook for me. That night was a magical night he made me feel special. Like no one has ever done before.. I miss being around him and how he made me feel. I’m scared that story we started off us we will never really get to finish because I got too scared too. I love ol he will always be the love of my life he when I was with Cory all I could think was ol. He always has a heart next to his name and always will. Ol is the one for me always and forever my ol. I just hope we can find a way to atleast try. I don’t think there is anyone else for me. And my stage of life I’m in now I think is the hardest healing part where I have to admit to myself that I do deserve to be loved and with someone good. I want my ol so bad I just wanna feel his skin on mine. I miss how he would call me Gracey bear. I’m his Gracey bear and I miss him and everything about him. I miss you ol and I hope we get a chance to try and see us through. I love you love from Gracey bear