A letter from Dec 05, 2025

Dear FutureMe, How are you doing? Is everything alright? It is actually Friday now and I'm doing it for my Virtual Visionaries program. As you know I used to write myself such letter and then stopped, that's why I'm feeling kind of inspired rn. honestly saying, i'm a bit tired of everything. life really felt more productive earlier, and now i'm always exhausted of doing nothing. Whatever. now it is actually wednesday and my family is going to start our journey today. i'm extremely nervous about everything - the dog, the olympiad. thanks God i did those stupid math tasks yesterday at night. my sleeping habits are a mess but i hope i'll fix them later. gosh i'm really anxious. i hope that it's alright and you are thinking that i'm stupid and overthinking too much. whatever. anyways how are you*^^^&%$#@!~ ok no question mark today. seems like you are already dancing queen young and sweet only 17. happy birthday! make a small reflection on this year. was it productive? prolly not. whatever. how is your social life? mine seems to be better than ever. how is your school and further studying prep? how is your german lol. have you already decided on your career path? really hope so. how is your guitar and crochetting? i believe in you. how is your relationship Darynka? i really hope it gets better. don't get easily upset, be cool. live fast, die young, be wild and have fun. soon you are going to go to a soad concert. hav a great time there! remember, that i believe in you because i want to believe that in future it all gets better. another day, another slay, PERIODDD