A letter from Dec 03, 2025

Dear FutureMe, I did not expect to see an email from you from May. I thought I would not get anything because FutureMe requires payment. It was nice to get a letter from you. It felt like you cared about me. You will not believe it but my former supervisor contacted me. I recognize her profile pic even with my terrible vision. The fear did not last long. Maybe I have evolved. I have other problems on my plate. Perhaps I am holding myself back from my old fear. It is hard not to project. I just want to be super cautious and things are indeed difficult. I wish to tell myself to relax and have fun, but also accept the pain. Life is weird. I miss dancing. Reading how you listed all the dance forms I have tried is insane. I learnt bachata and performed for the Bangladeshi student association. I stopped dancing since mid October and my mental health has taken a dip since then lol. I am excited to hear from you in 2026! I hope you get matched to a lab. I like you and I want to see you smile. You are the best! Good luck and keep dancing! <3