A letter from Nov 30, 2025

Dear FutureMe, we broke up last night/this morning. and i can’t stop crying. i found something in his phone that he was hiding and he had no explanation and had to drive me from portland to eugene over thanksgiving break at 2 am 💔 i feel so sick and nauseous and i can’t eat. i want him here but at the same time i can’t look at him the same. i just want to be comforted and babied and told that everything is fine and im okay. but i keep sobbing and i feel so alone and i keep going back and forth with missing him and feeling saddened by what he did. i’m ngl i just want him back and for him to change and for us to be happy and tg again :( i never thought i would be with someone who cheated on me but idk i just can’t move on from him i know it. hopefully in 6 months we’re over it or tg again ☹️☹️☹️ okay bye bye for now, take care future faith <33