A letter from Nov 11, 2025

Dear Future Sai, Hello!! It's me, your past self! If you forgot anything, heres some current things about me! I'm currently 13 right now & my birthday is coming up in 19 days!!! Im getting SO impatient right now. I really really want it to hurry up. I hope 14 is like a fresh start for me. I'm currently about 96 pounds or roughly 43 kilograms & I aim to be below 90 pounds or about 40.8 kilograms by the end of 2025. I'm honestly not the hottest looking at the moment, but I'm currently trying to change that!! My closest friends at the moment are Zoey, Emily, Ethel, Zarah, Jannat, Ein, Cole, Ivie, etc!!<3 I love my friends so much :D. I have a lot of people where I don't really talk to them much, but they're all just such cool people & I'd really like to be friends with them someday!! Do I ever end up becoming friends with some of them? I hope so. My home life is honestly so messy right now. I don't know how to phrase this. I'm all over the place & I don't know what to think anymore. I love my sister, but theres so much arguing & bickering at home & everyday it's getting harder & harder to act normal & act like everythings fine. Do things ever get better? Like truely? Off topic but do I reach my goal weight? You better have. You're a fat obtuse **** if you havent. Anyways...love ya!! Goodbye! Sincerely, Sai S. 11/11/2025