A letter from Nov 10, 2025

Dear FutureMe, I hope you’re doing okay, today is not the day, you have so much stuff in your head rn that u can’t really think properly. Coming back from the gym made you think about so much stuff, and how you deserve more, you are capable of a lot of things. Is going to be a busy week especially at work, your got shifts on the most busy days, you’re not even earning money to do what you do. I want to feel loved, I consider myself as a person who likes to feel loved and believe in love, you gotta love yourself and start knowing that you’re worthy. You found out that your ex has a new boyfriend today, it didn’t hurt at the moment, well rn it doesn’t hurt but you are just thinking about it, my head hurts I want to feel loved again. I hope you’ve done the things you wanted to do, and were trying to find the courage to do it, you believe that people sometimes don’t appreciate your company or you in general, you have people who care about you. My head hurts, I cried because I feel lonely, is okay to feel lonely, sometimes is okay since you have time to think about what’s goin on in your life, I want to feel special, sometimes I just look at myself and I don’t like the person I’m seeing in the mirror. I hope you got more confident of yourself and hopefully you did the stuff you were trying to find the courage to do, I hope you’re doing good now and hopefully you found someone who makes you feel special or maybe you started loving yourself and noticing how sometimes you just need yourself to be happy and not someone else.