A letter from Nov 10, 2025

Dear FutureMe (Ali), Hala happy birthday! Nasa legality age ka naaaa. Shux 18 ka na te, are you happy ba dyan? I hope you are happy on your speciaaal day because diba pwede na mag shot eme hahaha hinde kasi diba all through years you felt so unloved and unseen which is true naman, i just wanna make a wish for you para naman kahit on this day lang ay maging happy ka: my wish for you is don't belittle on yourself because it made me so weak when you were thinking that way. You have always thinking that you were a irresponsible, unworthy, and not be seen. I just pity on you (myself). I hope you will feel better soon. And be mature enough, i guess? Hahaha Just live your life long. This your old me, wishing that I to be dissapear. But look at you? I am still alive. Breathing. Hope you got some presents! Sana may libroooo, nasa wishlist mo kasi yonnn. Pero talaga sana meron huhuhuhu, bili na lang pag wala. Nyare na ba yung reunion? Same venue kaya? Huhuhu. La lang. Eh yung venue ng bday mo where kaya? Baka dito lang din haha di ko shureeeee ~ sino sino kaya bisita mo hahaha exciting na medyo kinakabahan. Did you invite F? Sus. Kakausap pa kaya kayo? Kasi on these days di eh, i just ghosted him and i don't know if i have a plan to talk him again. Hays, i cannot feel the love and sincerely concern on me :( ewan ko ba, i just wanted be loved but not in this way. I just did someething wrong kaya i made a mistake—sinanay ko siyang kausapin nang matagal pero hindi kayang panindigan. Sorry! Okay? Napakwento pa. I just want you to be happy... always. Live your life so happy. Love you, gurl! ‘You can be beautiful without being perfect’ sabi yan ni Gagio San Pedro, please keep that on your mind. Miss ko na yan siya, hays. Yon lang muna for now, di ko sure kung dudugsungan ko pa ito kasi wala na akong masabi. Hehe, bye! Happy bday te! Hope you enjooooy ~ - Ali