A letter from Nov 09, 2025

Dear FutureMe, I'll be seeing this letter during April. My best friend (online friend we met on genshin game) was born in April. We didn't know what we looked like, our voice, nothing. He was from a different country. I met him in game on the day of his birthday and we bonded alot. He came into my life when i was at my lowest. Everyday felt like a struggle to me but after him I found a reason to wake up everyday. He was the one who told me about 'future me'. He told me "lets write letters about each other". I still get the letter that I wrote for him. I wrote "If I ever meet him I'm gonna marry him even if he doesnt want to hehehe". I had to end things with him because I started to feel low again and i messed up everything in my life and I didnt want him to be a part of my mess. He's just too precious for me. If you are reading my alien friend I still listen to 'Shouldn't be' by Luke Chiang when I think about you and miss you. I hope we get to meet again and I'll wait for you even if I have to wait forever. I miss you and I still think about the panda temple you made for me in your genshin teapot on my birthday hahaha.