Nina,
This year I didn't wait for the first letter to come through. I, sadly, have been trhough so much since our lettter in 2024. I knew it was bad when i started listening to 3DG lmao.
The year has been, ironically the most difficult of our life. I try to keep it up around people, and i don't want to die so i guess that's progress, but still.
I wish i could go back to Nina 2024 and warn her. Tell her she will finally be diagnosed, she will finally have the help she needs but still feel incredibly alone. I feel incredibly alone. Sadly (again) since our diagnosis, some people left, or don't ask how I am, how we are. Thank god for Max, I think I would be deeper in depression if he wasn't there.
Sometimes i pull throught, other times i don't. I feel the need to reassure the people around me who don't see me everyday.
I guess i don't have a lot of positives things to say this year.
I hope 2026 will be kinder, i hope we will get the help we desperally need.
Love u,
you
Epilogue
10 days later
Dear past Nina,
Oh if you knew. If I could warn you for what is coming.
2026 will be the worst year of your life (so far). We will lose...
Ew eon of wnke tebs eht eppelo. Noe loeepp of frveotaiu ruo. .
At sgiohcon b,ut ot hpaosilt the yb og ew hte him emad see ecoiidsn btse. Hdra aws ti. Fwaul ti wsa. Item alst sola ot utb eon iutfbueal dnahs ti olhd was hsi. On sdcefuo it ni oru is angredve nodihlg os mhcu we myoemr shi hatt dhsna.
Storw of be yda uroy frtea eth lliw flie. Eycemnro het. Tlabnek all liek i eerbmmer cidlh, isonbbg a oilhdng and nnaa tcasek us cofnort aegcrnmis is , rou hsi. Sih well asesh udde eht in adn woh eth ethrw. Dah mcofrignot eh a aaru.
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To ouy ide antw lilw. Tpse lwil verye rcy eavh oyu ot keat ot a item ouy awl,k. Ot sesmtmoie enodprss oyu ktla keil imh liwl he and fele. Scimu meit ryc yuo uyo reyve to will seitln. Uyo inygpal psto tiugar illw. Rea yuo ouy mnroyae tn'wo wokn who. Uoy. Will atnw. To. Dei. Hyw he 'catn tingynah gte why be ? 'ncta if fi ruoy rehte iwgnedd eh ncmbogei ediarrm wyh liivgn do tno uaeebcs ? eepk you'er for ? ese etreh if eh's hwat.
Elfi no tbu geos. Ti actn' oyu tyl,lliera tspo. Hvae epek llwi ot kwnilga uyo. Teak tnwa a dan ouy eahv setp tnhorae or to rhehetw t,no llwi you ot. Atnoher dna. ,adn walk. Revye yrc itme 'luoly wlka yloul' but.
Luodw ppa"i" ot oysreful wlli taht ide yuo you ot otn twan yas. Uyo ide n'tod os. Iusevrv llt,tei yb lletit ilwl to dna try uyo. Gusiirnvv tlteli coeemb dan vnigli by ilwl l,titel. Ear enot utb ew ehert yte. Urgivivns lslti aer we. Naan to nad eekp aliev trniyg.
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Frdesni oyu nad dna rfom ogcruae, iths llwi dene uroy tgetshnr myalif olev ot oveocrem. Os in eyeivhtnrg mi' i eavdnac nenigsd you aehv.
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I oyu ovle.
Aiemt' apip trfo aism. . . Très :) ftro.
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Oyu.
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