A letter from Nov 04, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Hello Andrei! I just received the letter from may 3, 2025. I had a lot of reflections. Anyway, I’m telling you my life as of now, November 3! Nagsuspend kasi may bagyo daw, Tino I think? Basta nagsuspend hahaha today, my class starts 9:30 til 3:40! Soo im writing this an hour before! Galing lang kami sa midterm break soo yea I havent adjusted still abit. Also, Im cramming the PT about tracking your trash hahaha for a week dapat yun eh. Anyways, yesterday I saw jax on the way up! He was really friendly! Nagkamustahan lang kami ayun. He’s in 11A pala, basta thats what I heard. School has been a mixed feeling. Every lunch and break, I always go with Fonsi, ben comes occasionally. But honestly, I don’t really like that habit, well its in my comfort zone, but I really wanna have a friend group, but idk dunno howw. The transit to the library always made me think: what if I didn’t start this way? What if I couldve had a friendgroup way before all this? Fonsi is nice yeah, but I don’t really think we’re compatible, he’s not that academic achiever kind of guy, but he tries. I wanna have a fg where im most comfortable with, but Im not sure if ill have one, I get slightly intimidated by their accents in english HAHAHAHAHA. I hope when the year ends, ill get what Ive wanted for a while. Anyways enough about school. IM LEARNING PIANO AGAIN! Mainly because of mom’s birthday, I’ll be performing multo first as a warm-up. Then ill play her songs starting w healer, then when she cries, and finally through the years. Im wondering if natuloy ba yung plan ni ate pam na tatayo si dad and sasayaw w mom sa last song. Hows my perf pala future me? Sana di ako napahiya HAHAHAHA. Anyways it prolly died down by the time you read this letter. Life right now gives me mixed feelings, I have a lot of things in my mind where I just cant tell anyone. Im an introvert parin kasi eh. Also, im still talking to leoby, and tps friends, naglaro nga kami one time last week ata. It was rly fun. Made me feel valued. I miss tps so much. I miss junior high. I cant even imagine missing zobel because Im in college now, im prolly suicidal at that point. Let’s see if ill be able to live the dream, or die trying. Currently listening to SmthICTY but my fav playlist as of now is Doomsday, most of it are songs that helped me get through life, or atleast have the feeling of self-comfort. Anyways I hope life is good! I think its your sembreak right? Lets just see how this thing goes, everything happens for a reason, right? Just keep going woooo! Were halfway of shs! Make more friends, and dont be shy to talk to new people! Be yourself, and always know that I will always be here through the tough times. ILOVEYOUBRO