A letter from Nov 03, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Hello my dearest, please keep this in mind "I'm so tired, not physically but mentally. There's a lot going on inside my head. Am I the one who has been doing wrong, or is this just not something that God gave to me?" That's my thinking before my father told me that God will always have a purpose. I may not understand now but someday I will. Siguro to teach me how to stay humble and not expect things to happen naturally the way I want to. There is habit of mine where I already predict something before they happen and sometimes they actually do. That is the reason siguro why I'm so disappointed because gibuhat nako tanan where I did not get tempted and always doing my early morning training. I keep saying I believe in God's will but when he executed his will for me– I get disappointed because that's not the result I wanted. I think its the God's way of teaching me na dapat dli ko magbuot sa iyang will para sa akoa kay before I even seen the results, I'm already having my premonition about what is going to happen which God forbids for me to do. That's my realization and I hope you learn from this.