A letter from Nov 01, 2025

Dear FutureMe, I've received a letter from the past. While reading it i had a glimpse of what my mindset was last year (obviously). Im here to inform myself that yes, things do change, and we can always move forward. A recent change is that im reading alot of thepitt fanfics and listening to Ethel Cain in the daily basis. Hell, i hope my grammar progressively changes. October was horrid, i dont remember last years' was and how it affected me, but i will never invalidate all of those feelings ive kept in my heart. Its a bit jarring that "wow its all the same problems time and time again!" but in different circumstances I lost a close friend and kinda failed some exams and subjects. Whats keeping me up the most is that me my hg's research was rejected. I could go on about how much it affected, emotionally and socially but it gets tiring to write about the same ****. I didn't care about the rejection but im scared of what people think of us. Friendships are mutual if but one person is not opening their heart with no doubt will fail, but im terrified of being alone. 1 sem left but i dont have a course yet, i want to do dentistry but im afraid to be stuck in this stupid ******* place. lets stay strong okay 3:56 pm