A letter from Oct 28, 2025

Dear FutureMe.... Hello, it's october 28th and I believe i had my quince 9 years ago omg- time flew today I helped mom at work, we took care of leo and got breakfast, its nice having these moments with her because we talk all day about nonsense and we never get tired. im happy to have gotten this job to be able to give my mom the oportunity of working with Leo and Farrah its been a year and 4 months of living here at 1436 meadowlark lane with David, Dono, and Yumi The dryer is not working rn .... so youve been doing laundry at moms house hahaha lately weve been haning out with Miles, Shayla, Marina, Agus and Ivan with Friend and David... weve had barn parties, and lots of going out to DUKEs nights loll i stopped drinking as much which is a nice change... lowkey i felt uncomfortable looking at everyone around me drunk dancing. i felt like what am i doing here... after the barn party i felt guilt? idk why if i didnt really drink it was weird. oh **** i left the sweet potato boiling should still be fine im currently working at Kare Orthodontics, and its bitter sweet... the girls are a bit bipolar but thats lack of pp not my problem I havent found anything on indeed but i am also not actively looking. i think ill stay here until next year beacuse the months go by flying. every since satrting this job and being more aware of the weeks and calendars I have noticed how time is going by so fast. in like 8 weeks itll be my birthday.... idk time goes by faster than ususal. I also think its a mix of always having plans and being able to look towards something and being aware of how long 4wks is. anyways i just got done with all of my testing for fertility, also david and everything was good. Everything is going in Gods plan. I feel happy, content, sometimes i do feel a little lonely. in my head not physically. idk i try to not complain as much but sometimes i feel like thaths all i talk about and i want to do better. were currently planning the cabin up in shasta : alice in wonderland theme did it come true? did it happen? did brian come down for xmas? how was marinas wine tasting? did you guys do a xmas dinner for work? where did you end up going? did you get pregnant? did david propose in the spring? did your parents get the residency? I have been praying for them and christian for the Lord to protect them and camouflage them from any harm or evil where would you have your wedding? I want in a barn, but a red one, with a dance floor lol in the summer or maybe late summer to have warm nights my current favorite song besides always blasting golden.. is anything tate mcrae and sabrina carpenter... i forgot about the french song haha thats a good one i have been watching free movies on youtube, some with hilary duff and lindsay lohan' my fav youtubers are **** dozer the mukbangs guy, mia maples, hopescope, evan and kate, and thats it are you guys still living in the same spot? did you change your job? would you like to change your job? did you get to see Astrid? did you save up for Morocco? if so how was it? what did you eat? have you had a fun food this year? has any one had a baby or gotten married? are you still blonde ish? did you ever do the copper? are you still drinkning and smoking? idk what else to tell ya i just hope that where ever you are in life, you are still looking towards God and praying knowing that he is there for you always. you got this Ana, you are stong, you are brave, you are kind, you are generous and sweet. you are love. dont let any one take that away from you ok? how is yumi and dono? did you get another pug? imagine that would be crazy!!! did ashley and sergio get married or mariel and sami? are you guys hanging out m ore with adrian and jackie? whos your friend group now? what do you do for fun? please say anything besides scrolling and watching movies ... anyways im going to go check on my camote love you girl. you got this. xoxo ana