A letter from Oct 28, 2025

Dear Future Me, I hope you’re doing better now. You probably know a ton of stuff that’s happened since right now that I would def be shocked about. Right now I’m having a hard time. I feel like I’m getting better but that I’m still not good, or even fine. But I hope you’re doing better. If not, it’s okay. Keep going for me because I wanna see how it all works out. In six months it will be April 2026, and I honestly have no idea what to expect. It feels like everything is changing and it’s hurting me really bad. Please just keep God close and be with your family and take care of yourself. A lot of things are probably on your mind but don’t let it get between you and the people who are most important for you. Ive recently learned that nobody is ever perfect all the time and the standard I’m holding them and myself to doesn’t exist. If anything I want what I’ve been through to make me treat other people better, so I don’t wanna forget that everyone deserves grace and forgiveness. I also realized that I take life way too quickly, and if I just slow down I think I’ll feel a lot less stressed. No matter what I’m doing I’m focused on the next thing I’m gonna do, instead of just enjoying and learning from the present moment. I guess that’s ironic to say when I’m currently talking to my future self lol. But yeah I have no idea what’s coming and I’m sure I’ll be surprised which is the fun part. Jesus loves you!!! Stay safe and happy and keep laughing too hard because it’s the best medicine.