A letter from Oct 27, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I broke things off with vlad today. He went to his moms, hes coming for toby tomorrow probably. Im going to sleep at my moms. stephanie came over and hung out for a bit. we drank wine ate pizza, cried laughed farted. He was so special to me. But in the quiet moments when it was just me, I started to feel alone. Used after ***, bothering him when he was on his computer. He denied me kisses bc he just didnt want to kiss me. I got my peircing today. Nose ring left side bc i sleep on my right. I have no ******* clue what the future will hold, but I am on my own now. I have to pick myself up by the bootstraps. I provide for me no one else. I will find me not in men but within. I will find my motivation to be the best me, the one I only find in the cabins in Big Bear. You are my hope. I am holding out for YOU. Look around and tell me it gets better. I really need that right now.

Epilogue

3 days later

Hi kyla, belive it or not, sometimes, i miss YOU!! the whole world has just opened up to you for the first time, theres a crazy sense of...

Tath feodrme ni. Het i tab lal ietm hintk you. Uyo rmebedreem asy iswh i ot yotb eyb to. I ,tub ngoig no egt a ehetr aws tlo t,i. I was oru ti rfo twen agmnpic os yrdt!hiab fnu. Eth ti aws ta iosaesqu. You i chissamtr rthee us, i gfit eallyr eoph tllsi stpianeeh anc erh is a orfm orf gdoo etg. W atb dalv rou oaipinltsreh ngiedmnir for of me nddit stkanh sthign i kiel het. Wo,n thrgi in odgo yaes hiwch ewhp! ot nwo a rfetgo tis ist ginht si. Dogo i fcurseoo eht msonemt lkie mnembrrgeei. Oyu ofsrelyu me pu het sosaptotbr cpik yb did u,oy tlle eylrla tle. Isth athg dhar asw. Ereyv nda orwk but to netw yad u oshwoem pu tog. Moer my egt ym oorm ): got itvegrhyen shit hvea now pdia gdatni in i utoghb lsitl mi dtraset fro hot bhict i i talheh srninca,ue pgnyia acn, w!on i. Ltilet tsi eoaln be hdar a to. Setg btu tis oelnl,y ti eisera. Go out elnao yuo. Eolv remo oh! seapce ru ur eavh to nggio uoy nnaog ti now! sopehi w rsnidef. I rtfueu of nnihtikg me rebmre. Hits rdigaen lreett. Wudol kwon i i erewh itndd eb. Ubt had ryleal a ogod ummrse i. Wrtei nveer shnytole ngueho i. Hope i lickc rofm ubntto ub,t siistadef i sfat daowrrf orf tchi ru eilk a. Paphy you eb esreevd ot. Ot oxxo tri,hg do tnlise hwta lvoe dkdio seelf u 3< ugt! nad ru.

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