A letter from Oct 27, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I broke things off with vlad today. He went to his moms, hes coming for toby tomorrow probably. Im going to sleep at my moms. stephanie came over and hung out for a bit. we drank wine ate pizza, cried laughed farted. He was so special to me. But in the quiet moments when it was just me, I started to feel alone. Used after ***, bothering him when he was on his computer. He denied me kisses bc he just didnt want to kiss me. I got my peircing today. Nose ring left side bc i sleep on my right. I have no ******* clue what the future will hold, but I am on my own now. I have to pick myself up by the bootstraps. I provide for me no one else. I will find me not in men but within. I will find my motivation to be the best me, the one I only find in the cabins in Big Bear. You are my hope. I am holding out for YOU. Look around and tell me it gets better. I really need that right now.

Epilogue

3 days later

Hi kyla, belive it or not, sometimes, i miss YOU!! the whole world has just opened up to you for the first time, theres a crazy sense of...

Tath rfeedom ni. Atb lla tiem i ihtkn het uyo. Hiws ot ays ot ybot i oyu ebedmerrme ybe. No a tge i gonig saw lto i,t trehe ,tbu. I gmpnica ti wsa rat!ihybd for os fun tewn ruo. It aws esiqusao ta eht. Reh i tge rtehe cna a rfo uoy rfom aryell saenhepit saimrhsct pheo i tifg oogd is tsill s,u. I ilke uro nhktas ndriimeng w fo ditdn fro tba eht vadl sghnit em tpilorisnahe. Si !whpe tighr gdoo tis seya etorfg ot ntgih tsi hihwc ni onw n,ow a. Fueoosrc leki meeiregbrmn smeomtn ogdo teh i. Uoy uyrelsof me tell tabropsots ellray you, pu cpki by lte did hte. Atgh dhar wsa hsit. Etnw u to veery oohsemw wkro up dan but ogt yda. Tubgho pigany i oomr my in i ilstl hto ofr teg adpi dtrtsea acn, :) nw!o ehav ntidag i i tsih ctihb my vnteheigyr haetlh rie,nasnuc ogt oerm mi own. A be tsi radh to liltte olnea. Gtes utb ist lno,eyl esaier it. Aloen uoy og otu. !nwo oiggn ur ur w to h!o ti iosphe ganon cseepa heva oyu ifsdner oelv rmeo. Me of trfeuu i reembr gtinnikh. Trtlee hist eringda. Be lduow i didnt rhewe i konw. A i semurm ahd yralle oodg ubt. Ngueoh tiewr nveer i noylhset. Staf ru a dssaiifte noutbt i hoep raowdfr leki tich ofr ,ubt rfmo iclck i. You be phypa ereedvs ot. Ig,trh u ut!g slteni ot ovel <3 od xoxo lesfe idkdo and atwh ur.

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