A letter from Oct 26, 2025

Dear future me, Happy 17th birthday!You made it!!!(I am writing this on 2024.10.27)Do you still struggle with food?Do you still get insecure about your looks?Did you achieve all of your goals?How was life?But i just wanna say one thing.I am so proud of you.You are so strong.I really wanna hug you but i cant bc we are one person lmaoo hahaha anyway i am currently 62kg now..Yk i gained the weight back not so proud of it yk haha...I hope u still doesnt struggle with calories and stepping on scale.I hope u'd see food as an energy not devil.I hope u are still not struggling with skin problems and beggin God for help.Most important of this all.I Hope your not thinking about suicide.You can do this itgel!if u are reading this alive,You made it!!!I also hope you got more closer with God.And dont forget to love yourself.I hope u will see this on ur birthday and smile.Ur 16 yo self was not so happy.Always depressed,worrying,insecure.But now i js know u are changed.Thats the most important thing!!I love you so much my futureself.i really love you.And happy birthday again!!!!!HAVE THE BEST BIRTHDAY IN UR LIFE!!!DONT CRY AGAIN LK U DID IT ON UR 13TH,14TH,15TH,16TH BIRTHDAY!!LOVE UR LIFE!!HAVE FUN!!!AND IM SAYING THIS AGAIN.I.LOVE.YOU.MY.FUTURE.SELF.